Hello friends! How's everyone? My last entry was pretty depressing, I know....and that thinking has not been changed completely yet...I am still kind of lost somehow.

So, what's happening this month? The month of April!  An important month for the H1B Visa.  Thinking about what's happening last year at this time, I was so struggling and depressing and trying to hide myself.  I was unhappy.  What have changed this year?  The mind I guess.  I don't really want that Visa anymore, not to mean giving up, just...juz I am so tired and frustrated of all these Visa thing.  If I really want it, I don't get it.  If it's going to happen, it will.  Life needs to go on.  I am not going to waste my time to feel down about it.  It's all about what I want.  If I don't want it, it has no value to me at all.

I have been working for the past three weeks, I like the job and people there.  But is this what I really want and to live with? How long can I keep doing this?  I don't know.  Should I keep looking for other opportunities or shouldn't I?